Saturday, December 20, 2008

Waiting for the Mail

So now I'm 8dpt...on the count down. Today we got the results in mail about our five Little one's that didn't make it to freezing. I was a bit resentful because they could have at called us and told us. On retrieval day they said three made it to be froze, and two transferred (five total). They said I would get a call about the other five because they wanted to wait until day 6 to see how they did (if they did well I would get a letter in the mail). So I waited. Checking the mail everyday, and eight days later no call just a letter. I guess it more about the lack service (I felt it was rude of them to just send a letter and no call about something so important. Didn't they know I nearly stood by the mail box for 8 days. I bet they didn't care.

Addicted to HPT's
I couldn't wait to take a HPT so 6dpt I tried (the lightest line you ever saw popped up, first response test). DH thought I was crazy because I made him stare at it for at least 10 minutes confirming what I saw. Not sure what it really means, but time will tell. I got a box of HPT with three test in it. I will take another one in the AM tomorrow, and the other right after I take my beta. I just can't see myself giving the nurse's at the clinic the chance to be the first to tell me anything (they got on my nerves during this process. Anyway I can't wait to go to sleep to wake up and test (Is it Christmas already). Yes I have OCD about this testing thing, even though I promised myself I wouldn't test. Oh well I guess promises do not out weigh the mother instinct.

1 comments:

  1. Yay for a faint pink line! I think that is a good sign. I find it funny you made DH stare at it with you.

    I've decided I'm not going to test until the day of the beta. I totally agree with you. I'm not going to let some nurse be the one to break my future to me whenever they find time to get around to calling. Wiating for my fert. report was the worst. They said they'd call in the morning and they didn't call until 2:00. I automatically thought that was because of bad news.

    Do you think the beta results will be posted online? My E2 and P4 levels always showed up before they called. That way POAS and the computer will tell me all I need to know before they call. If it's bad news, I just won't answer the phone.

    Screw them and mailing you a letter. I guess the health of your potential future children doesn't matter to them. They are just too big of a cooperation. No hand holding with them.

    I hope your lines get darker and darker. You are so brave to POAS. I just can't bring myself to do it.

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